In her new book Sarah Palin writes that one summer at Bible Camp she “put my life in my creator’s hands and trust Him as I sought my life’s path.” For Palin, this grand divine plan was “a natural progression.” She writes. And later, “I don’t believe in coincidences.”
Which leads me to ask:
What does she believe is God’s plan for her? Does she have any free will or is everything preordained. Can she see something coming and change her mind despite God’s plans for her?
Did God plan for her to become Governor of Alaska. If so, did God plan for her to step down. Did God plan for her to run for Vice President? If so why did she and McCain lose?
Did God plan for her to have a child with Down’s Syndrome? If so why did she consider an abortion? Did God plan for her to have a huge wardrobe? Then why did she apologize for it?
Did God plan for her to do the Katie Couric and Charlie Gibson interviews and be humiliated by them. Did God plan for her to allow herself to be forced, against her will to do those interviews? If so then why complain?
Did God plan for her daughter Bristol to get pregnant while she was a teenager? Why was she then not thrilled. Did God plan for Bristol to get engaged and then break up, only to be left a single mother, dropping out of school?
Did God plan for Levi Johnson to be the father of her grandchild? Did God plan for Levi Johnson, who she now calls Ricky Hollywood, to pose nude for Playgirl and go into “porn” as she told Oprah. If so, why does she find it heartbreaking?
I find it all very confusing.
Certainly Palin could say that God planned for her to publish a book that would be a huge, bestseller, go on Oprah, and make an enormous amount of money. Why would God choose her? Why would God look at the suffering around the world of so many millions and say, Sarah, I’m going to give you all of this.
Perhaps God wants more out of Sarah Palin.
You would think that God would ask of her to live her life as an example to others of a compassionate loving, caring person. One of the most powerful examples of God’s love in the Bible is that of forgiveness. Turning the other cheek. But Palin’s book is a screed against everyone who ever done her wrong.
She is angry at the campaign staffer for “forcing her to do things she didn’t want to do”, she is angry at the media for asking her questions she couldn’t answer. She is angry at the father of her grandson for being a foolish teenager. She has used this book and all of her Christian charity to do nothing but settle scores. She names names and calls ’em like she see ’em. And she doesn’t see ’em the way God might. They are all of his children.
(By the way, in her book Palin writes about, how, during the campaign, she took a call from Pastor Rick Warren when she was showering and that he offered to pray with her.”I said, absolutely! Pray away! I would never turn down prayer even with limited hours in a campaign day, standing in a few inches of water with a shower curtain for a wardrobe. You do what you’ve got to do.” I know Pastor Rick. He is one of the world’s great guys. He not only talks the talk, he walks the walk. His book, “A Purpose Driven Life” has sold more books in English than any other book in history except for the Bible. He and his wife tithe 90% of everything they make to the church. Their lives are devoted to helping other people who are less fortunate than they are. The opening line of his book may be one of the greatest opening lines ever. It is: “it’s not about you.” It is unthinkable that Rick Warren would write an angry book, out to settle scores and pay back slights. Perhaps Sarah Palin could learn a lesson from Pastor Rick.)
Why would she not simply write a book describing her life as full of blessings as they are, forgiving those who caused her pain or discomfort and show God the gratitude she owes him for everything he has bestowed upon her.
But maybe that wasn’t God’s plan for her. Maybe he decided that he would have her stray from the basic tenets of her religions beliefs. The dictionary defines “rogue’ as “an individual varying markedly from the standard.”
The standard for Palin’s God and faith is love, generosity, mercy and forgiveness. Perhaps that’s what she means when she says she is “Going Rogue.”